Out in the open..

I'M BACK!!

2009-08-29T04:47:00.001+08:00

well well well.... LOOK WHOSE BACK!!! Wooohooooo!! DAN IN THE HOUSE!! uh huh uh huh.. HOLD ON TIGHT CUZ HE's BACK HARDER, BETTER, FASTER, STRONGER!! alright alright.. Let’s not get too excited... it's only the lonely boy Daniel, so let just stay clam alright...

Yea anyways I’m having a hell of a great time... PARTIES, PARTYING, PARTIED!!! Great fun, but not until I got punched... yes literally... BAM! A punch to the face of Dan the man!! oooooohhhh.... but no worries.. He got up, stood to his feet, and yea anyways... nothing much happened after that... just had to sent that guy to the hospital for a couple of stiches... HAHA!! Yea man!! This is it... =)

To all you guys who actually reads this crappy blog, HOW U GUYS DOING???!!! Hope you guys are doing great... coping with exams and all!! HAHA!! Have fun studying!! While I get my party started =) Wooohoooo!!

Ahhhh… I missed blogging... missed talking to blogger... aww man... once again, I've neglected him... but anyways... Let’s hear about what I've been up to lately.. =)

The past couple of weeks have been crazy... studying, working, chilling with MY BROS (love you guys man), rushing assignments, and of cuz, watching the best shows ever!! "How I met your mother” and "Gossip Girls"!! XOXO!! Haha great shows... especially if you want to take you mind off things... =) Cuz recently, i've got alot going on in my mind, studies... work... relationships... And i reckon that I've gotta work harder, to prove myself to my parents, friends, and my dear Boss, Mr Ng!! =) trying too hard?? nah... just gotta give my best...

Guess what... SCHOOLS OUT!! HOLIDAYS ARE IN!! So let’s rock the beat!!
So here's the plan... my holidays will revolve around, work, chill outs, sleep, parties, more work, and and even more sleep.. =) sounds great?! Nahh... that will only be the start to a great vacation!! Wooohoooo!! AUSSIE HERE WE COME!! Super cool stuff.. Lots lined up this weekend... BBQ, parties, birthday celebration, and NATAS FAIR!! We’re gonna grab the cheapest flights and here we come!! Its gonna be lots and lots of fun... =)

Anyways I hope to catch up with you peeps soooooonn...
You know you love me... XOXO... dan the man... =)

Indescribable..

2009-08-05T02:34:00.002+08:00

pheeew.... Just ended a long weekend.. please allow me to start off this post by briefly describing how i spent my weekend.. it all began from setups, to system checks, sound checks, rehearsals, shows, tear down, and back to setups, system checks, sound checks, rehearsals, shows, and finally its time to tear down.. and that was how i spent my weekend.. =( boring life..

haha ok la.. it wasn't so taxing this time, cuz i was slacking half the time.. i was given one of the slackest tasks this entire week!! which was to, make sure everything was running well, taking pictures to archive, and to ensure it sounds good everywhere.. HAHA!! nice eh.. so i spent most of my time walking around SIS.. round and round and round.. up and down, up and down, up and down.. haha yea.. and because my tasks was so simple, i managed to catch up with a lot of the other guys.. talking about stuff we've been up to.. haha oh yea and the trips to leisure park.. haha..

ah yes.. as many of you were asking why didn't i update.. it's cuz I NEEDED A BREAK!! ya ya i know I've been taking breaks after breaks.. haha but don't be so hard on me man.. I prefer to take things slow now that so many things had happened.. yea so why not just take it slow, enjoy what you have, instead of rushing things and achieving nothing out of it.. haha u might even burn yourself out.. haha don't quote me wrong k, i don't mean that you should not slack and wait for the sky to drop.. but we should constantly think of how are we living our lives, and pace ourselves.. =)

I've decided to disappear from Singapore!! yea a group of us have decided to go for a holiday..
Location: UNKNOWN.
Time: UNKNOWN.
Duration: UNKNOWN.
haha yea we haven't finalised things yet.. but yea.. we are just chilling out and checking out stuff and places to go.. but I'm definitely gonna go for Hillsong conference 2010!! that's a must.. even if i have to swim there, i will.. haha.. i had this conversation with Mr. Birdy on Monday, haha we were talking about going to HSC next year, and we thought of ways to go there.. I'll post it some other time.. haha it's money saving, and practical ways of traveling to Sydney.. haha!! ah yes.. and I'm hoping I'll be able to go overseas for my attachment.. maybe to ausie?? sounds good?? ahhhh we'll see about that.. argh... i just need to leave Singapore.. memories flood me everywhere i go....

talking about breaks.. breaks are Good... did i mention that i went to Xiao Guilin last wed?? haha i went there to think about stuff.. haha yeah really i did!! haha.. it's a beautiful place.. awesome place to just relax, clam yourself down.. haha i did lots of thinking in the 2 hours when i was there, sitting on a huge rock.. just sorting out my thoughts.. thinking... thinking... thinking... haha ya la in other words i was emo-ing.. haha!! but i was really down la.. (i hope u guys don't see me as a emo kid.. pls don't..) but anyway experiences.. pleasant, unpleasant experiences, they are still experiences, have been and will be a part of me.. yeah.. so wadever it is, I'm gonna have to learn from them...

Lately I've been thinking if i should demand an explanation or should i just let it go?? for those of you who know what I'm talking about, thanks for all your care, concern, and constant support.. i love you guys.. but i think it's time i gotta decided for myself.. =) it's not gonna be easy, but with you guys and with God, I'm sure I'll be fine..

Just yesterday, i stumbled upon this video sermon about how unfathomable, mysterious, and indescribable God is, how huge the galaxy He created is, how small, and insignificant we are.. but yet God knows us by name..

Watch this.. you'll be greatly blessed... trust me..

ahhh... this reminds me of a song.. =) the lyrics is something like this..

Who Am I - Casting Crowns
Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the Bright and Morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart

Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are

I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
Vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours

Who am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love and watch me rise again
Who am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me

I am Yours
Whom shall I fear
Whom shall I fear
'Cause I am Yours
I am Yours

interesting uh, the God of all, notices us!! haha OMG!! HE KNOWS ME!! haha just like how those girls go gaga over their idol.. but he is God for goodness sake.. argh nevermind...

gotta go to bed.. my dad is nagging..
goodnight.. I'll blog more.. tmr!!
yea.. stay tuned.. =)

an unexpected SUPRISE!! (a lengthy post)

2009-07-29T09:15:00.002+08:00

hahah!! what a day.. seriously.. what a day... just when you thought everything was going wrong.. =) haha I’m really speechless now.. ok let me describe in details how my day went..

I was supposed to meet Fad in the morning as I needed some help with my Flash nonsense.. BUT, I woke up late.. only managed to get out of bed at like 12!! and he had to help his other friend with his computer.. so being so nice like he always is, he helped me through msn.. he practically did almost everything la.. the tracks and all.. love him totally.. Oh ya he said he had to cut GI, cuz he screwed up while trying to cut his own hair.. Hahaha!! Joker.. And the funny thing is that, his father is a barber!! HAHAHA!! Sulaimi's barber shop!! Haha serious.. In some army camp!! Hahah!! Fad u are a joker man.. I love u dude.. but u look like a typical mud in this pic.. but i still love u =)

Oh yea back to my day.. So did the nonsense stuff till 3, and decided to complete it in school.. Oh yea and my dad wasn't working so he drove me to Dover, as I was already late for an hour.. So went to class, completed the stuff, gave it to my lecturer, and continued with the next assignment.. REPORT WRITING AND PRESENTATION!! Had to do some report on "a revolutionary baby stroller, Buggeroo" ok wadever.. Yea so after completing it, I went over to FC3 and tried to print the report, but the machine was down.. So had to go all the way to the library to get it done.. And when I was there, I realized how dumb the printing system could be.. My file wasn't able to print cuz the file name has a "_" in it!! Like WOW!! The power of an underscore.. So I had to ask my annoying but helpful classmate, Jimmy, to log into my com and print it from class.. HAHA!! We spent 5mins trying to get the file to print, which it eventually did.. oh and did i say how much of a stalker he is?? he stalks me every other day... takes pictures of me, and puts it on his blog... and he calls me "Mr Guy" on his blog.. eeeee DAMN FREAKY!! HAHA!! no la he is a nice guy.. =) Haha so I made my way down to the other side of SP.. SCHOOL OF BUSINESS to submit my report!! I was like some stupid fool walking around the school.. Haha.. This time I was the joke..

And so I went back to class like an hour later, after climbing mountains and crossing oceans just to submit the report.. Yeah.. Just in time to go home.. Haha!! That was how I spent my day in school.. So I met up with John Ho for tea break at BB MacDonald’s.. Haha I dragged him there cuz I heard a lot about the shaker fries, and decided to try it myself.. Ok nothing fantastic.. Like what he describes it, just seaweed with load of MSG.. Haha.. After chatting for awhile, we decided to head home and meet up later.. So I went back, took a quick nap.. And met him again..

This time, he wanted to go Heeren to shop.. Drove down.. Haha and when we got there, u should see the way he ran.. Haha he was so worried the shop will close.. Haha the way he ran was so cute.. Haha seriously.. Haha like a hamster!! Haha!! Kk anyways we got to the shop, and spent like half an hour there.. Got our stuff.. And as I had some time to spare, I asked him if he would want to go over to suntec's starbucks for a drink.. So we went there, talked, facebooked, youtubed, gothere.sg-ed, and he had to go off as he was needed back home.. So wait for my friend and yea took a bus back..

Hmmm.. Everything seemed fine.. I mean like, the conversations were normal and all.. Seriously I thought everything was going fine.. Not until....... hmmmm.. Argh.. Complicated.. I wish I could really read minds.. Yeah.... so... blah blah.. Yea... blah blah.. Hmmmmm.....

I wasn't feeling so good, so I updated my status on FB, which says "daniel lee is wondering why =(" I just posted it as I thought it will be a good way of keeping my mind off things.. but I guess it was a blessing in disguise..

as most of you guys know, all my msn contacts were deleted about half a year ago, so I couldn't see people who were online.. so anyways.. I have this close friend whom I haven't met in years.. and all of a sudden, she sent me a " =( (sad face)" on msn. and so my task bar had this conversation blinking, I thought, argh.. another spam nonsense.. but I recognized the email add.. and I thought.. hey isn't that Alicia's msn?? so I clicked and there I saw the sad face.. so I thought eh she must have talked to the wrong person.. so I asked "why the sad face" so she replied, "cause I was talking to you on FB? then u went offline." and so happen my lousy Firefox had to crash at that moment.. and that’s why I didn't see her message.. so we started talking about what we've been up to and all.. talk talk talk.. and the funny thing is that, everything seems to be planned by God.. seriously, it was like some kind of divine appointment.. haha!!

we were just having a casual chat, she knew i was down, so she tried cheering me up and all.. and i was really grateful that she did.. BUT, it wasn't for long before some old UNDERGROUND secrets re-surfaced!! haha.. (don't worry Ally, ur secret is safe with me =) ) haha.. anyways, she was real nice, really superbly nice.. I mean she has always been, but it's been so long since we talked, and I didn't expect to be listening to my problems and all.. haha and I guess she didn't expect to be telling her dramatic life story after such a long time... and of all people, a young boy who knew nothing at that time.. haha!!

I was really touched by what she did.. hey she is on of the best looking, nicest, smartest, girl around, seriously there are many many guys after her.. and she was willing to spend hours, listening to a kuku pouring out his sorrows.. I'm seriously super honored la.. to think about it, i remember back in the days, she was someone i could turn to when i needed help.. when i was in the hospital, she visited me, even when she had nothing to do with me, like as in, i was no longer her member, she didn't have to visit me, but she did!! and that period was one of her lowest point in life, but she still took the time out to visit me.. hey that really speaks a lot.. she was like an elder sis to me.. i was looking forward to seeing her when i got discharge.. but i was devastated when they told me she left church.. I've always been wanting to meet her again.. i dunno man.. but she was really like a sister to me.. seriously.. i mean like people can just talk.. TALKING IS CHEAP.. but acting it out.. hey that's a different story.. haha sorry i took that pic off her FB account.. she looks good right?? HELL YEAH!! haha!!

ya but anyway.. we were talking about how this conversation seems to be too much of a coincidence.. like neither of us knew that the conversation would turn out like that.. would u share something so personal, something that you didn't tell anyone, to someone whom you have not met in years?? well she did.. really something eh.. anyway I'm very thankful that she was there for me when i needed someone to talk to.. thank you Ally.. U ROCK!! =) oh yes i'm still looking forward to seeing you!!

yea i love all u guys who were there for me.. =)

sleepy, moody, but fruitful day.. with FRIENDS =)

2009-07-28T03:19:00.010+08:00

oh man.. today isn't cool... totally uncool... got dragged out of my bed by my parents.. (-5pts) =( bad start already.. then into a super crowded train.. (-5pts), naggy lecturer.. (-5pts), great weather.. (-5pts) haha minus points cuz i could be in bed sleeping... and even before i was awake for 2hours, i had a total of -20pts..... NOT COOL!!! =(

in class, the lecture was so slow moving, that i fell asleep, and only woke up when it ended.. (duration being awake = 1hour), and went over to the next lecture, sat down for 15mins and of i went to lala land.. (duration being awake = 15mins), and that was over a period of 5 hours.. so for that 5 hours in school, i was only awake for 1hour and 15mins, and the rest of the time in lala land.. how nice.. =( super guilty..

i mean like how good could the day get with -20 pts and being so super sleepy... so went for lunch, and i told myself i can't do this.. so i slapped myself awake, and studied for the next 3.5 hours.. now, that's cool.. =) and so school ended..

went over to pioneer gym to meet the guys there.. and since i was early, i decided to continue studying in the gym.. so i switched on the laptop, and sat there for 1.5 hours studying.. yea i know I'm like some weird dude, studying in the gym.. but who cares.. =) and finally Nicky came.. not to mention that we got PANGSEH-ed by JOHN GOH!! and DANIEL LIT!! haha.. no la i still love u guys.. yea but anyway we had a fantastic time sharing our thoughts and experiences, i never knew we had so much in common.. =) haha.. yea talk, and talk, and talk.. talk until no mood to gym.. hahaha!! so finished off some exercises and off to dinner.. yea talk talk talk again.. haha yup we spent most of the gymming session talking.. but anyways it was good..

a dear friend of mine told me, it's really important to have friends.. quality, not quantity.. that's so true.. and so she went on telling me about the different kinds of friends one should have.. friends who you can share anything and everything with, friends in the same positions, friends who are great listeners, friends who are jokers, and many more.. and i came to a conclusion that no matter what kind of friend you have, true friends will always be there for you.. even if its at 5 a.m.!! =) hahaha!! thanks JL.. and yes, I'm so blessed with so many great friends who were there for me at certain stages of life.. yes, I'm gonna list all of you out here!! yes, right here on DANIEL's GOLDEN LIST!! haha!! (in alphabetical order)..

Daniel's Golden List =)
Azhari, Alex Foo, Alicia Lim, Ang Yuan Feng, Blogger, Chia Kinwei, Charis Low, Chen JiangHao, Daniel Ang, Eugene Loo, Gavin Sim, Isaac Foong, Janice Chua, Jasden Ho, Jeremiah Chan, Jerome Chua, Joah Thang, John Goh, John Ho, Jonathan Ang, Ken Woo, Lai Qiu Xun, Lazarus Zheng, Leon Cheng, Liang Jia En, Lim Kwoon Hang, Lloyd Hong, Martin Chiang, Md Adha, Md Fadhli, Ming, Nelson Tan, Nicloas Tan, Ng Tze Qian, Ong Chun Kiat, Poh Jia Hui, Rachel Fong, Ronald Teng, Ronnie Peh, Samatha Low, Sarah Choo, Sean Chua, Shannen Low, Shaun Tan, Simon Chong, Sixuan Wee, Su Wee Lim, Suraj, Tabitha Yeo, Tan Weixiang, Teo Kah Eng, Timothy Pan, Vivian Ong, Welton Seah, William Ng, Yating Fu, Yeo Jingyi, Yolanda Ng.. *did i miss out anyone?? pardon me if i did..*

yup.. these are the people who mean alot to me.. they were there for me, and I'll be there for them!! i promise!! haha though I've lost contact with many of them but each and every one of them made a difference in my life.. love you guys.. =)

I've finally realised the importance of friends.. this is how the Cambridge Dictionary describes friends. 1. a person whom you know well and whom you like a lot, but who is usually not a member of your family. 2. someone who is not an enemy and whom you can trust. 3. someone who gives money to a theatre, other arts organization or charity in order to support it.. er sorry i think my friends are mainly the 1st and 2nd kind.. haha.. yea so if you want to be a friend, just be their friend.. but do it sincerely.. =)

haha but yup i hope everyone understands the importance of friendship, and will not do things to harm it.. please treasure your friends....... please...... everyone needs them.. please treasure them... hmmm.. i shall think of some "friendship busters" and post it here.. suggestions are welcome.. but please do not turn my tag board into a war zone.. haha =)

yup.. what a great night.. =)

and now off to bed!! tata!!

talking is CHEAP!!

2009-07-28T01:53:00.005+08:00

these are just some of my thoughts for the night.. this is my first time doing something like this.. hope it'll mean something..

Below are the exact words quoted from Brother Andrew.. Ok i don't know who he is, where he's from, but what he said really impacted me and got me thinking.. take some time to ponder over these words..

I was sick, you came, to visit me. I was in prison you came. I was naked you clothed me. I was hungry you fed me. I was thirsty, you gave me (something) to drink. You can only show that by your example. Not by your words. Everybody can talk, talk is cheap. You think that all the authority, all the preaching must come from the pulpit. It's not true! It comes from the life of those who follow Jesus. It's nonsense to talk about sacrifice when you see Jesus dying for you on the cross. There is no sacrifice. Think of where would we be without Jesus. C'mon, sacrifice. Where would we be? In the gutter! - Brother Andrew

This weekend Pastor Tan preached a great message about how the Church should be like, bringing the love of God out of the four wall of the Church, and how the Church is supposed to be a training ground for the marketplace.. and he quoted 1 Chr 12:22-24 (NIV)

²²On the contrary, those parts of the body that seem to be weaker are indispensable, ²³and the parts that we think are less honorable we treat with special honor. And the parts that are unpresentable are treated with special modesty, ²⁴while our presentable parts need no special treatment. But God has combined the members of the body and has given greater honor to the parts that lacked it,

at times, we feel that the "unpresentable" tasks are dirty job.. but isn't it an honor doing dirty job
for the King of Kings, Lord of Lords?? i mean very often i hear people saying this "i don't mind tending the garden for David Beckham, even if it's for free.." I'm sure you heard some sort of these from time to time.. but it's like what makes people say such stuff? i guess it's because of the "value" they put in David Beckham, but what more for God?? we give everything in life different values.. and that's why we often have this thought, "is it worth it??" So is God worth our time?? is He worth our sleep?? is He worth our sacrifices? How much is he worth to us?? He very often, we take things for granted and often despise the things of God..

I'm guilty of it. guilty of despising things of God.. But from now on, I'm not gonna "talk".. I've "talked" long enough.. but now, I'm gonna "do", and continue "doing".. Raj often says "if i don't do it, who's gonna do it??" if everyone wants to be on stage preaching, who is gonna be listening?? if everyone wants to be the leader, who is gonna be the follower?? so what about doing dirty jobs.. we gotta love doing dirty jobs, take pride in what we do..

E1R1, 15 Revolutions, Culture Mandate?? it's kind of clear what God has planned for the Church.. Bringing the message out of the four walls of the church!!

Her departure and RETURN!!! =)

2009-07-26T23:23:00.000+08:00

Indeed God is good!!

I thought I wouldn't make it in time.. but God is good!! =) and thank God for such an understanding lecturer.

Straight after I received a call telling me that they were gonna board the ferry soon. I went to my lecturer to excuse myself, telling her I got to send a friend off. She being so nice, said ok.. =) haha and that was right after her lecturing the class about our conduct.. haha cool stuff eh.. I just love my lecturer.. =) she is sooo nice to me =) ya just to me.. u know why? Cuz I ROCK!! WOOOHOOO!! Haha no la she is nice to everyone.. =)

yea so I rushed out of the class and went out to look for cabs. And when I was so engrossed in getting a cab, I heard a person calling me.. and I turned, guess who it was.. haha it was MR JEREMY TEO with his 'death stick'.. haha so had a quick chat with him while waiting for a cab.. and finally a cab came.. boarded it and off to the ferry terminal..

and just when I was about to reach, I called her. And she told me she was about to board the ferry.. oh man.. that was when I panic.. haha jumped off the cab and walked superly fast.. maneuvering myself through the crowd.. and from a distance, I saw a group of people crowding around the boarding area, and I thought oh man I think she left already.. so I gave her a call.. and to my relief, she was at level 1 doing some admin stuff.. so I waited for her upstairs.. woohoooo the place was flooded with people from SOT.. I tired camouflaging myself.. like hiding behind walls of the same skin tone.. haha but I failed miserably.. haha.. but after few minutes, she came up.. as she was running late and had to leave, just managed to exchange a few words, so we bid farewell there and then.. =( she walked, walk, and walk, and turned around and waved goodbye.. awwwww.... haha and that was the start of my misery........

haha!! But anyways, she's back now, and I'm super happy to see her.. like super.. over the moon.. stars.. sun.. planets.. aiya the entire galaxy won't be able to describe my joy.. haha.. kk that my story.. sorry for such a long post.. hope it didn't bore u.. =)

Batam & a part of me...

2009-07-25T02:44:00.000+08:00

ah...... a part of me is in Batam now....... a part.. a huge part... for 3 days.... its only less than 12 hours, and i'm already missing her.. ahh..

anyway, i came across this poem.... and it somehow speaks of how i'm feeling now.. i know abit emo ah.. but please bear with me.. this post is meant for the special someone in Batam now..

I Miss You
by Danielle Weaver (i took out some of the lines =) haha.. tried to make it as close as how i'm feeling now)
As I lay down at night
I think how things have changed
Ever since you entered it
My whole life's re-arranged
But I wish that i could see you sooner than i can
It's like you're a movie star
And i'm your biggest fan

But I miss you
Like i miss the sun on a rainy day
Like i miss the moon when it goes away
But the sun and the moon
don't mean nearly as much to me
As you do
I could live without them But i need you
And i miss you

Now that we're far apart
I love you even more
Maybe we both love too much
But, hey, that's what friends are for
I just wish that physically
I could be there when things get rough

But I miss you
Like i miss the sun on a rainy day
Like i miss the moon when it goes away
But the sun and the moon
don't mean nearly as much to me
As you do
I could live without them But i need you
And i miss you

awwwwww.... so sweeeet.... hahaha kk enough mushy-ness... another 2 more days.. I'm COUNTING DOWN!! haha.. yup.. she's doing incredible stuff there.. hope she has enough rest, and has fun there.. argh... missing her...... oh God please protect her....

Things to do list...

2009-07-25T02:11:00.001+08:00

1. ASSIGNMENTS!!!
- Report writing, Short Report. (due 27/7)
- Game development, Flash game trailer. (due 27/7)
- Mobile application development, Concept paper and Sprite. (due 27/7)
- Maths, Problem based learning. (due 29/7)
- Network and server management, Report and Assignment. (due 30/7)
- Music appreciation, Report, Test 3 (due 31/7)
woooohooooo!! I'm so dead!!

2. Blog, blog, and blog... yeah!! was busy with some stuff the past few days so didn't update much.. i felt like i neglected my dear friend, Blogger.. I'm so sorry Blogger, i didn't mean to.. but its just that i had some important task to do... but it's ok.. I'm gonna do a mass posting soon... make up for lost time.. yea.. I'm gonna talk to Blogger the next few days... lonely weekend.. hahaha.. but it's for a greater cause.. =)

3. Gym, gym, gym!! ok if you are gonna see me or have seen me recently, u'll have noticed I'm as skinny as a bamboo... that is cuz i have not been to the gym for close to 2 weeks!! kk some general knowledge.. there are 3 basic body types. and they are the ECTOMORPH, the MESOMORPH, and the Endomorph.. lets start with the ECTOMORPH.. these are their qualities.. (the following in paragraphs may bore u.. viewer discretion is advised..)
THE ECTOMORPH:
Definitive "Hard Gainer", Delicate Built Body, Flat Chest, Fragile, Lean, Lightly Muscled, Small Shouldered, Takes Longer to Gain Muscle, Thin..
moving on to the MESOMORPH..
THE MESOMORPH:
Athletic, Hard Body, Hourglass Shaped (Female) Rectangular Shaped (Male), Mature Muscle Mass, Muscular Body, Excellent Posture, Gains Muscle Easily, Gains Fat More Easily Than Ectomorphs, Thick Skin..
and now to the
THE ENDOMORPH:
Soft Body, Underdeveloped Muscles, Round Physique, Weight Loss is Difficult, Gains Muscle easily Like the Mesomorph.
haha yea sorry u i just copied and paste.. haha yea anyway I'm a Ectomorph, so I'll loos weight super easily.. like super... very kuazhang one.. I'm able to lose 1KG in 3 days, if i don't work out and eat well.. yeah.. all u Endos' dun envy me.. cuz i envy u.. haha serious.. i wished i could be fat.. haha.. oh ya i have a thing for "bigger sized" people.. serious.. i loveeee them.. just ask any of my secondary school mates haha!! okok with that being said, i just need to hit the GYM!!

what else do i have to do?? hmmm....

PS. please let me know if i missed out anything..

back in action!!

2009-07-23T03:31:00.001+08:00

Wooohooo.. Just got back from work... Missed everyone of them.. Ah Teng, Ah Xiang, Foo Xin Ru, EC, Pam, Lynn, and all the Xtron people.. Too bad Bossman wasn't there today.. But it was great to be back, though it made me feel a little nostalgic.. yea managed to catch up with a few of them, and hear funny stories and what had i missed out when i was on break.. haha.. seems like everyone is getting a little more stressed out recently.. but anyways i hope I'll be able to ease a little of their super heavy load.. love u guys..

haha was busy spending the past few nights trying to rush some stuff, thus wasn't able to blog much.. it's almost completed, after hours in front of the computer trying to get it done.. but anyways i hope it will be nice.. yup.. oh yes i had lots of stuff on my mind recently, lots of stuff.. i'll blog about it soon.. yea very soon.. haha i'll probably gonna emo my weekend away, so i'll just stay at home blog, blog, and blog.. this weekend is gonna be a bittersweet one.. my dearest are leaving for overseas.. that makes me sad already.. but i'm pretty excited for service, as i'll be back in action!! yea dan the man, is back!! haha =) oh yes and my dear friend Issac Foong just landed back in sunny bunny Singapore.. Hope i can meet up with him soon.. anyways it's gonna be a loooonnng weekend...

yea.. i'm gonna have a great day tmr!! a great one!! but it's kind of sad though.. but nevermind.. it's only 3 days.... daniel, it's only 3 days......

haha thats about all that i've been up to recently.. oh yes i'll post some pics soon.. well i hope.. yea gonna blog my weekend away.. and thats the sad life of Daniel Lee....... =(

eh my blogger thing is acting wierd... is it my browser, or is it them?? ah whatever.. just make do with what i have.. alright i'm gonna sleep now.. gotta wake up early to make final preparations.. GOODNIGHT!!

so much to say with so little time.. (boring post)

2009-07-21T03:13:00.002+08:00

alright gonna do this real quick.. this was what happened yesterday.. woke up late for service, however service was phenomenal.. timely message from our very own Pastor Kong!! wake up call for many of us.. yeap.. and after which, went for lunch with my cg.. though there were only not many of us, we had quite a good time catching up... and of cuz meeting up with Zheng De.. haha heard quite a bit about France and how it's like there.. sounds like an interesting place.. yes after lunch, met John Goh, and watch him eat his kiddy Macdonalds.. Mac is like for kids la.. hahaha!! after he was done with his kiddy meal, we walked over to Hereen to watch a bird playing a bass guitar.. haha.. I'll talk about that in details tmr.. anyway it was nice see-ing him rocking out on stage (though he not very rock ah..) but it was nice..

yea and from Hereen, i rushed down to City hall to meet Peishan and the rest, thank God Jenny has a huge 7 seater MPV.. haha so we squezzed into it and off to MR HENRY CHEE's place.. super nice place.. super.. really super.. I'll also talk more abt it another time.. er maybe when the photos are up?? yeah.. and from Henry's place, headed down to Dover to meet a friend.. haha another day at the park.. i should change the title of my blog to THE PARK AND I.. haha.. yup.. and that was what happened yesterday.. a long, exciting and productive day..

and this morning, dragged myself out of bed as usual.. went for lessons, but i was super tired... dunno why, might be due to the massages, facial and all starting to kick in?? haha is there such a thing?? yea so tired that i asked my lecturer if i could leave earlier, haha and he gave me the "-.-" face.. which anyway didn't bother me.. haha so i left an hour before lessons ended.. and i went to the hair salon to meet MR ALEX FOO to get our hairs cut.. then back to Westmall.. not wanting to be a light bulb, i went to tabao lunch home, while he and his MS. C, went out for a romantic lunch.. hahahaha.. yea anyway came back home, had lunch, and i KO-ed..

feeling super guilty now.. have not been exercising for a week now!! oh man.. yea but anyways, got up, and off to Suntec.. wheeee....

when i got home, had a super funny discussion with my mom and sis.. haha.. yeah super funny + my mama is soooooooo sooooooo soooooooo cute... haha!! serious!! super cute!! haha.. thats all for today, other than having single-handed-ly eating a whole box of sushi bought by a friend of mine.. hope i don't die of sushi overdose.. haha but it tasted great..

kk this is what I've planned for tmr.. get up and call Singtel to kill them at 9, and from 9:01-10 I'll probably continue killing them.. after which, i'll hit the gym at 10-12, and from 12-1 buy some stuff... 1-2 come back home to prepare for lessons.. 2-4 tutorial... 4 meet John Ho, to shop.. i dunno how long will it last, but anyways hope it'll be fruitful.. =) lots of stuff to get tmr.. all listed down.. hope i can get all of them by tmr.. yea that's all for tonight.. i hope i have more time to blog.. so much too say.. but so little time.. sigh.. Goodnight..

day well spent.. R&R!!! Wooohooo!!

2009-07-19T04:43:00.000+08:00

haha!! i think i deserve it!! YES!! Rest & Relax!! great way to start the day by having someone to call and ask how are u.. it'll be nice if it happens everyday =)

haha!! yea ok, got up and went for facial.. wooohoooo super shiok.. super refreshing ah.. ya ya i know my complexion not good...... i know........ but really shiok.. never felt so refreshed in for a long time.. it's like "life" came back into my face.. now i have super smooth skin, just like the babies buttock.. everywhere i go, my face radiates with such glow... that whoever sees it, will just, salivate and stare in awe... like WOW his face looks like a tomato!!!!!!!! hahahaha.. ya i wish... sad to say, I'm still as ugly as before.. yea but really never felt so relaxed in such a long time.. yeah.. =)

back home, watch a DVD titled "fireproof" with my dad, nice movie, very meaningful.. and it really shows how couples should treasure who and what they have.. marriage is such a beautiful thing.. ah haha like what do i know right.. yea but it was made beautiful, its just the way people handle situations that cause it not to be.. I'll do anything for my spouse.. haha yes yes easier said than done.. but we'll see....

yea and i had a great feast with my Aunt and her family, haven seen them in ages.. haha yea it has been a long time.. and to top it up, the food was delicious.. I'll let the pictures do the talking.. i haven got my camera, but i managed to get one from my sis.. thinking of getting a Nikon P90.. sorry i know nuts about cameras.. please educate me if u know any kind of nuts.. =) oh ya back to the meaaal.... =)

our appetizer.. SATAY!! super super nice.. =)

next up... ROASTED CHICKEN!!! wooooo.. the skin is heavenly, and the meat is tenderish tendering good!!leading up to the main course is..... LA LANG!! (i don't know why they give it such a name.. so like er.. cheeena... aiya nvm.. what matters it that it ROCKS!!) (oh ya, sorry i only remembered taking pictures while i was halfway gorging myself, therefore u see half the plate is gone.. =))

and next we have... er sorry i forgot the veggie's name... nvm not so important.. the star is YI PIN WO!! (er sorry i dunno what does it mean too.. i just know it taste great.. shark fins soup gravy, with tons of underwater creatures in it.. oh ya and some how the broccoli learnt how to swim too..)and FINALLY........ the most heavenly dish...........
CHILI CRAB!!
oh man.. i salivating now.. yes like right now... at 4 in the morning...
ohhhhhh heavenly...

look at how the crab smiles =) and he was mouthing out these words ".... eat me... or you will regret you entire life..." haha okok sounds creepy.. but anyways it was D-E-L-I-C-I-O-U-S!!!wooohooo!!

after having our fill, we went over to my aunt's house to play weeeeeee..... wii... wiiiiiiiiiiiii.... oh yes my sis just cannot make it.. hahaha.. sorry but it's true.. yeah here are some pics.. =)

wheeeeee....

Pam on the drums..still on it

and here is the rocker of the millennium..
DANIEL LEE!!
*crowd cheers*
*fans screaming*
*girls going crazy...*
*guys going, OMG!! it's DANIEL!!!*
=)

hahahaha.. after the concert, i was exhausted.. and a turned to my left... and i saw something which was God-sent................
woooooo...
it's a Decepticon...
no...
it's an Autobot..
no...
it's UDREAM!!!!!!
hahahahahaha what a name... U Dream?? dream of what??
next time i shall take a picture of my HTC Dream and the U Dream... and I'll have sweet dreams.. =)

and so...
mama tried it..

she tried trying it..

still trying....

and finally....

still trying....

haha and so it was rocker dan's turn...

and that was how the day ended...

oh ya back home.. someone didn't want to pick up my call... someonnnneee... someonnneee.......... =) but anyways i decided to call my dear friend.. ANG KOK KAI!! hahaha he actually smiled for the camera.. HAHA!! this is classic.. sorry man.. but i must say my photography skills are good... i'm able to make someone, un-cute, look cute... man I'm good... HAHA!! so we chatted quite a while, and he told me some interesting stuff.. that got me really interested in.. haha i'm gonna check that out and probably blog about it soon.. yea.. all the best for your gig later man.. I'll try going down to support u.. hahaha!! the picture ah.. jusssstttt cute only... hahahaha... anyways that was how the day ended.. and now, I'm gonna get some sleep before heading down to expo for service tmr... goodnights........................

i've ruined it...

2009-07-18T03:00:00.000+08:00

Oh man.. i thought what supposed to be a great thing would turned out like this... now I'm regretting everything that i did.. argh.... I've ruined it... now I'm feeling stupid.. oh man... sighhhhh... gotta learn to practice self control.. CONTROL, CONTROL, CONTROL!!! it won't happen again.. I PROMISE..

sigh... anyways on the brighter note, had a great time at cg today, other than the public advertisement of the blog.. anyway they were rather supportive.. thanks guys love ya'll... MUACCCK!! =) oh yes, i thought practice was great... BUT!! with everyone sacrificing something, the actual P&W was even better.. we are getting there.. and of course as usual, sermon was great!!

YES! gotta build up my spiritual life, one more week of break before going back out into the battlefield.. time to pick my life back up, and get ready for battle!! I'll be back, faster, stronger, wiser!! JUST YOU WAIT, mr. reddy tan!! i'm never gonna back down!! yes!! real man can stand fire!! muhahahaha you are going down!!!!!!!!!

argh... my mind is still thinking about what had happened!!!! ARGGGH!! GOD HELP!!

okok, I'll try to continue blogging.. is having a "transparent" blog good?? I'm getting mixed reactions from everyone.. i started blogging as an outlet to release my emotions.. and i thought, maybe i should just talk to the computer.. and so i did.. we had a pretty good conversation, though half the time I'm talking.. but it was fun.. as i typed out what i felt, i answered some of the things along the way.. its pretty cool.. nice way to start a friendship uh.. =) I'm wired up in such a way that I'm pretty bad at analysing stuff, so by typing everything out, my mind started to work.. like FINALLY!! (it hasn't been in use for the longest time.. and that's why i take ages to get one post done..) ok I'm crapping just to get my mind off things.. pardon me if i sound stupid.. or maybe i always do (well at least JohnLittle thinks so..) BUT!! who cares... haha...

Oh yes.. i gotta stop trying to please everyone.. yes i'm not gonna please U!! yes you!! siting there in your underwear watching tv!! (haha we used to have this advertisment for super soaker?? i think..) er i dunno, but its just me that I'm very caught up with what others say or feel about me.. i know i shouldn't.. but i think it's just me.. insecure maybe?? kk i gotta make a change, for once in my life.... sorry just thought of changing the MAN IN THE MIRROR..

yea its all about changing myself, before even thinking of changing others.. i think i saw this quote on facebook.. "by just impacting one person, everyone can be a hero" (something like tat la huh..) haha.. oh ya.. Gabe is good right.. yea i know.. I'm fan of his.. you should be one too.. =)

ah yea, see I'm feeling much better after trashing everything out to my dear friend, Blogger.. thanks Blogger, you are suchhhhh a goooooood listener.. jusssssttt siting there in front of me, listening to all my crap, without saying a single word.. thanks!! love ya!! oh yes i just met Blogger 12 days ago, and we are getting to know each other better.. =) thanks again!!

my one and only..

2009-07-17T02:23:00.003+08:00

CLOTHES??? no way I'm changing mine.. not in a thousand years..

the past two days i was at a park.. haha the park and i seem too have a thing going on eh.. haha i had a one of the best moments in my life, i wish time could just stood still.. hey these stuff doesn't happen to normal humans man.. like who sees angels?? well, i do.. =) until now i still can't believe what happened.. i seriously thought i was dreaming.. =) great time, together with great company..

yea had a great dinner with my family.. home cooked food is always the best.. my Mama was cooking my favourite macaroni, and a few other dishes, while i was standing there trying to pick up some stuff.. one day i shall whip up something.. haha i told a dear friend of mine, cooking is one of the nicest thing you can do for the person/people you love.. haha ok la sorry, that how i feel.. but yea.. one day.. I SHALL COOK!! hmmm.. maybe national day?? haha we'll see..

oh and i was talking to John Ho on the phone, he said his life is "exciting".. yea and reason being....... *top secret* haha he promise to start a war with me on facebook if i said it out.. anyways he is just too busy for me.. i feel like he has already left for Germany..... HAHA!!

ah yes, Mr Issac Fong is coming back in less than a week's time.. excited to have him back, after him being in disneyworld for the longest time.. looking forward to his stories.. =) great to have u back man..

AND.. i need a camera!! and with it, I'll be able to take interesting pictures.. =) my phone's camera has gone crazy.. i should get one real soon.. hopefully before NEXT THURSDAY!! argh.. 3 days?! seems so long... ok sorry, haha back to getting a camera.. yea any suggestions??

oh man.. i have lots to say but i think i'll have to keep today's post real short.. gotta submit a report before 10 tmr, and I've yet to start.. God bless my soul, amen...

another day in the park.. =)

2009-07-16T02:41:00.004+08:00

this morning, i woke up to the ringing of my phone, with someone asking me to "ROLL MYSELF UP" from my ever so tempting bed.. haha.. BUT, i had THE FUTURE in mind, so i dragged myself out of bed, only to realize that is was such a nice weather and i was tempted to sleep in.. hahaha.. nevertheless, i got up, and prepared for school.. my Dad is always so nice.. despite given a MC, he offered to send me to school.. how nice!! =) yea did school and returned home to catch some sleep before heading back to school at 3 in the afternoon for a briefing on the industrial training program (SP calls it ITP.. basically its just JOB ATTACHMENT!!)..

hmmm.. should i go overseas for my ITP.. China? no.... i can't speak Mandarin well.. Germany? no... i can't speak German.. Australia? hmmm... maybe?? BUT... i have too many things here in Singapore that i can't bear to leave behind.. so i guess I'll still be here in.... Singapura, oh, Singapura, Sunny island sets in the sea. Singapura, oh, Singapura, pretty flowers bloom for you and me... =) i wonder who composed this song... hahaha!! just curious.. cute lyrics though.. haha.. after the briefing, i met up with Daniel Ang Kok Kai and we were talking about blogs, music and stuff on the way down town.. haha he actually wanted to start a blog!! i think that would be nice =) i hope he does so.. took a walk around Orchard Central (yea that building opposite centerpoint..) it seems weird to me.. i dunno why but just, er.. weird?? waited for John Goh as Heeren mac.. (i gotta start thinking of names to give the Johns..) and we then roamed the streets of Orchard, in search for JACKETS!! haha.. yea and then i met up with my friend and took a bus back.. and had another day in the park...

now back home, thinking of what had happened these few days.. praying and asking God for the answer.. trying to keep up to my promise though its tough =)

thinking.. thinking.. thinking.. praying.. praying.. praying.. trying.. trying.. trying.. =)

oh ya anyways the tagboard is up and running!! please feel feel to tag on the board, before the board tags you!! =)

Think, Pray, and Fast...

2009-07-16T01:30:00.004+08:00

Just these two days, many things had happened.. yes many.. I'm unsure if its is a good or bad thing.. that's why i got to Think, Pray, and Fast.. Oh God please help me to be able to control my emotions..

anyways i had a meaningful day yesterday.. meet up with the flash pro Mr Joshua, at city hall, and spent 7 hours just to complete my project.. which was to create a flash animation regarding Earth day, and it has to be at least 2mins long.. Here is an animation made using flash.. enjoy..

He is the real deal man.. flash is like a piece of cake to him.. ok here is a comparison.. he takes 30seconds to animate a motion path and all, while i spent 15mins to do the same exact stuff, and that was even after him explaining it 2-3 times.. get the picture?? haha yea this is how good he is.. yea he owns his own IT consultancy, he has a truck load of great ideas.. =) thanks Joshua!! (sorry couldn't have dinner with you that day.. we'll have it next Sunday after JW svc ok?? i owe you one man.. you rock!! =) )

after which, i rushed down to tea garden to meet a friend of mine.. er i didn't even know that place existed.. haha i mean like tea garden?? even the taxi driver didn't know the place.. haha but anyways its a nice place to relax and think through about stuff.. yup.. after having 'dinner' we had a nice long walk to bouna vista.. it was a great night.. =) but it was a long night for me though.. headed home, and thought through lots of stuff while battling aches in the head, liquid in the nose, and not lubricated gears in the throat.. i finally managed to catch some sleep at 6 in the morning..

long awaited...

2009-07-14T03:33:00.000+08:00

YES!! The wait is finally over... the new iPhone 3GS are in stores now.. grab yours today!! =)

okok enough crapping.. yea.. you would have received a special invitation to this very very very special blog.. its call the EMO blog.. haha.. ok la.. you guys are the people who are very dear to me.. and so here it is.. MY BLOG... TAAADAHHH..

thanks for always being there for me.. love each and everyone of you.. especially YOU!! haha.. eh eh what were u thinking.. you la.. still got who?? you.. the one reading the this lame post now.. yea i love you!! =) ya ya i know alot of crows flew past..

oh ya how do i add a tagboard in here ar?? sorry ah abit noob..

=)

2009-07-14T03:03:00.004+08:00

today is a great day.. yea.. I'm super duper ~ duper oouper ~ oouper whopper ~ whopper Jr. ~ double whopper ~ triple whopper with cheese-ing-ly happy.. =)

started my day by waking up to the birds chirping, trees singing, winds blowing, daniel sleeping... haha please excuse me ah.. abit lame today.. happy ma.. haha okok serious.. yea i managed to reach school in time for my 8am lesson!! yeah!! bought a coke and sat in class for 2hours, and moved over to the next class, which was Game Development!! argh... gotta rush the flash thingy.. thank God the lecturer extended the deadline to tmr evening, otherwise I'll really be dead by the fishing line.. yea I'm gonna meet up with the flash pro MR JOSHUA tmr!! and he'll guide and answer all my flashing questions =) ok sounds wrong.. but anyways.. that's was school for Mondays.. i was pretty tired during the lesson, so i decided to go back and take a rest before hitting the gym with a stick together with John Goh Hsien Loong (the name like wanna copy my uncle's one ah.. but too bad he is not a LEE... LEEs rocks!!)..

haha yea and so i met him after my beauty sleep.. in the gym i was so strong that i was benching 10,000 Kg, while john was like struggling to do 10.. oh man.. that's the difference between a MAN, and a BOY.. hahahahaha!! anyway he was so obsessed with his imagination of MJ jumping out of his casket, that he came out with this...

"this was what happened when MJ died.. In hell, he saw "BILLIE JEAN", he told himself that "SHE'S OUT OF MY LIFE" and he didn't want to see her ever again.. while finding ways to avoid her, he hears his fans chanting "I WANT YOU BACK".. so he decided to negotiate with satan, saying if he show him "THRILLER", will he be allowed back on earth? and satan, being tired of the "DANGEROUS" flames, and fire he agreed..

being back on Earth but stucked in his coffin which was made of gold, then he decided to "BEAT IT", and when the coffin was open, he jumped out of it and did the MOONWALK and shouted "I'M BACK" and he did it with a "SMILE"!!

having been in hell for quite awhile, he missed Earth, and so he decided to start of his memorial service by singing the "EARTH SONG" trying to ask the people there to "HEAL THE WORLD".. after the first song ended, he grabbed a mic and said "to all the people out there, "YOU ARE NOT ALONE", look at the mirror and you will
find a "MAN IN THE MIRROR".. i love you even if you are an "ABC", "SMOOTH CRIMINAL", "BLACK OR WHITE", but i hope you will not be "BAD".. remember "I'LL BE THERE" to "ROCK WITH YOU".. everyone deserves "ONE MORE CHANCE" and i just wanna say, "I CAN'T STOP LOVING YOU"..."

HAHAHAHAHA!! he had me laughing the whole entire time.. John u are one crazy dude..

and so, after hitting the wounded gym (we almost sent it to the hospital..), we headed down to city hall, and had our dinner at marina square macs.. ate and off we went to suntec.. he took a bus back while i met up with a dear friend of mine, and went back together..

back home, i met a super crazy person.. or i should say a very expressive narrator.. haha!! yea anyways it was great fun.. and it was a great day for me.. a enjoyable one.. =)

what a day..

2009-07-13T03:32:00.001+08:00

what a great day.. ok a quick recap of what happened today.. Spent an hour talking to my Dad about everyday stuff.. great quality time spent.. I've never seen my Dad this way before.. his knowledge and wise counsel (its one thing to get counsel, but its another to have a wise one..) really blew me away.. my Dad is great!! i have the best parents in the world, period!! after which, i took a 2 hour rest, before getting up and meeting John (the "wolf" in "sheep's" skin if u remember :) ) AH YES!! THERE HE IS AGAIN!! HAHA!!

We then took a cab down to expo for service, haha as usual i was there playing "burst the bubbles" haha.. sorry John, but the reality hurts at times.. HAHA!! but i think I'm gonna miss him when he leaves for Germany.. sigh.. 1 less brother to disturb, 1 less brother to call at 5 in the morning.. 1 less brother to spend my emo Friday nights.. John though i often say i won't miss u, but i think i will.. i think.. haha.. oh and i think my Boss is super disappointed in me again.. oh man.. "the look".. haiya.. but anyways had a great time at service.. really enjoyed everything from the start till the end.. super powerful sermon from Dr. Bernard.. great stuff.. and after service, we headed down to airport to have lunch.. haha our lunch turned into a in depth discussion about things guys and ladies do.. the discussion was mainly about how different gender interpret "signals".. yup haha Jingwei and i were in total unison man.. haha indeed great mind thinks alike.. haha.. yea, great time of fellowship..

then i was being psycho-ed by my good CGL, MISS CHUA YUERONG to accompany her back to EXPO HALL 8, to wait for her boyfriend MR ELVIN CHNG!!!!!!!!! haha when we were arrived, we saw 2 troubled souls.. wrecking their brains and squeezing every ounce of creative juice they had left, to come out with a design of the stage for the 20th anniversary.. and so we decided to join in the brainstorming session, and gave different suggestions, and it all came down to a simple yet (er whats that word.??) ah.. never mind.. u get what i mean.. =) after which, it was a mass YOUTUBE-ing session.. haha it was my time to shine... i whipped out all the best youtube videos that i have.. and we sat there watching videos after videos for almost 2 hours?? haha yea it was our very own "celebrity weekend".. but this time, these were real talents.. ;) haha no offence though.. we waited.... waited..... still waiting... for the children church staff to wash every single ball that was in the playgroup area.. haha and FINALLY... they were done.. =) and so it was off to Riverwalk to deliver CD players.. met up with macho OSCAR TANG, handed him the stuff and headed to our next destination which was ComCenter..

once again, our dear MR ELVIN CHNG (left), was the 1st few to get the iPhone 3Gs.. but this time, he waited alone with his mom!! haha.. but at least the queue wasn't that bad as compared to the previous iPhone 3G premiere.. (we waited 3HOURS!! and to make it worst, it rained....... but anyways that was a year ago.. haha)

so together with Ms Chua and Mr Sam Tan (right: who by the way got the iPhone thing too), we headed down to Cineleisure for dinner at Shokudo while waiting.. haha Ms Chua previously wanted to help me out with my project.. but somehow, i just decided to forget about the project, have my dinner and go home.. haha.. and we talked about STUFF.. and she somehow got me thinking ALOT about stuff.. and thus the long and torturous journey back home... reached home, got tired of thinking, bathed, and took a nap..

the initial plan was to have a grand opening for my blog THIS SUMMER.. on the 13th JULY.. 2... 0.. 0.. 9... haha can some one please do a trailer for my blog.. yea the tag line can be "daniel........ like never seen before........." yea with the loud explosion at the end.. COOL ah!! haha.. okok enough of crapping.. haha.. but i decided to bring back it's release date to 14th JULY!! due to some technical difficulties.. (BTW, does anyone know how to fix a dying 3year old laptop?? haha!!) =) oh yes.. the long awaited wait will be over soon..

anyways had a good, entertaining, and meaningful chat with a very dear friend of mine, and heard some exciting and celebratory news!! haha super happy for them.. after going through so much.. =) this deserves a celebration!! though i may not know them very well, but u can tell that they were made for each other.. =) congrats!! and yes.. I've came to a conclusion.. Sunday seems to be the happiest and most smooth going day for me.. Sunday rocks!! best day of the week!! =)

alright i shall go spent the rest of the day thinking of how to come out with a 2 minute flash animation about Earth day by 5pm... haha i think I'm so dead.. but anyways SUNDAY ROCKS!! =) What a day.....

having a leader that believes in you..

2009-07-12T02:44:00.006+08:00

ahhh yes.. she finally spoke to me on msn.. it was something i was hoping for.. but now that it happened, i don't know if it was a good thing.. knowing myself and the situation, I'll be back in that sorry state soon.. and i definitely hope that will not happen.. what should i do to make things work??
oh man.. no no cannot.. too many "I"s already.. LETTING GO!! and LETTING GOD!! yes..

Oh and my Boss msged me asking how was I and all.. and i don't know how to reply him...... its been almost 4 hours, and I've yet to reply him.. i think I'm so dead.. never mind, I'll just reply him tomorrow morning.. anyway thanks Boss!! i just love him man.. He has always believed in me.. and though i often do stupid things, make stupid mistakes and let him down, he is still always there for me, and constantly teaching me new stuff.. He is God sent.. oh and did i mention, he is the most hardworking person ever.. he doesn't seem to need rest.. he can just go on and on and on and on and on... don't know how he does it.. but it is just amazing..

hey.. this is by far the shortest post I've done.. nice.. =)

but there still has to be some thinking to be done before i go off to visit lala land.. yea anyways I'm gonna have a great time at service tmr!! FINALLY!! EXPO!! =)

my beloved CG, W425..

2009-07-11T20:54:00.002+08:00

wow.. that's a lot of emo post i have there previously.. sorry ah.. just had to let it all out..

it's been almost five days since i last spoke to her.. and it hurts me so bad.. but i hope I'm doing the right thing..

yea taking a 2 weeks break from ministry and work.. gotta get my life back on track and this time it has to be right with God.. =) hope my "hair" will grow back out quickly, in time for church's 20th anniversary.. I'll be back stronger!! thanks AH TENG (right) for standing in for me this 2 weeks.. love you bro!!

oh ya i wanted to blog about my CG last night.. but i spent the entire night blog-ing about my life.. haha ok i shall do it now.. Below is a picture of my beloved CG!!
alright let me do a quick introduction of them.. on the top left corner, we have DESMOND!! great guy, always there for the CG, and being the most siao on member.. haha.. moving on, the girl in the blue shirt is LITTLE CHAR!! the youngest among us all.. oh ya and she stays in the other part of Singapore.. haha very cute girl.. and the guy in black is our army boy JON JON aka. JonLY haha!! super funny chap.. he has load of crap in his head.. and always full of funny ideas.. AH! yes.. the beauty in pink is none other than our CGL, MS JANICE CHUA YUE RONG!! she's the best!! haha great person to hang out with, oh yes she is a great friend too.. as she always says "friend first then a leader".. really blessed to have her as my CGL.. ok i shall not dun praise her too much ah.. later head big only.. then must play "burst the bubble!!".. oh and did i mention, her beloved is EC?? never mind, I'll do an introduction of him another time.. haha ok anyways.. next.. the ever smiley YOYO!! yea we grew up together, and she is a great sister.. constantly encouraging others.. one of the best friends ever.. oh ya and she is the NEXT IN LINE!! haha!! powerful young lady.. oh yes moving on to the guy in the PJC shirt, is my favourite member WEIYANG!! hey this guy is one to look out for.. a guy with great potential.. haha next time i can say, i was Weiyang's first cell group member leh... =) and yes next is our very own OFFICER, MR CHIA JING WEI!! a guy with super human intelligence, talented, and a heart that hungers for God.. all i can say.. he is a great guy.. oh yes and the pretty lady behind me is our scholar, WENDY!! very sweet girl, but always studying.. haha.. super intelligent girl.. eh knowledge is power right.. so Wendy please give me some of your power.. thanks!! haha.. and yes that is my CG, W425!!

sorry guys for being an invisible member.. I'll like to thank each and everyone for standing in the gap =) love u guys.. ah yes, I'll be back with you guys at expo tomorrow and next week!! =) excited to see all you guys there..

we had a great time at CG yesterday, the best part was the testimonies.. SUPERB!! what everyone said was really impactful.. P&W was great!! Yuerong, Desmond & Jingwei did a great job.. and of course the rest of the guys, were really pressing in and pulling down God's presence.. great atmosphere.. =)

but i have a confession to make.. haha.. it was a long and rough week for me and i came to CG with a totally wrong attitude, thinking that it is gonna be just another CG meeting.. indeed the mind and attitude really plays a huge roll.. after hearing the different testimonies of how their lives were impacted by the SOS BS, i told myself, this is gonna be a great meeting.. and immediately something inside my spirit changed, i felt refreshed..

sometimes its really not how much the CG can do for you, but how much can you do for the CG..
Thanks again guys!! you'll never know how much your testimonies impacted me.. lets stay united, continue moving together as one, and we'll see breakthroughs!!

love you guys!! =)

i wanted to be Her everything..

2009-07-11T08:48:00.001+08:00

She was someone special to me..
someone that meant everything to me..
someone i was head over heels in love with..
someone i was willing to give up anything and everything for..
and
I wanted to be the wind that fills her sails..
Be the hand that lifts her veil..
Be the moon that moves her tides..
Be the spark that lights her up..
Be all that she has been dreaming of and more..
So much more,
I wanted be her everything...

But i guess i can't now...........

the story of She and I...

2009-07-11T04:39:00.014+08:00

I've never been the kind who ever lets my feelings show, and I've avoided this area in my life long enough.. but now i guess its time to face it.. so here it is.. the story of She and I..

about half a year ago, i kept running into this friend of mine.. I've known her for maybe a year or so, but we were kind of like hi-bye friends..?? yup.. so it all happened during the week of morning and evening prayer meetings.. i happened to bump into her at different locations at different time of the day.. and it happened throughout the week.. as the poly semester was coming to an end, there were many various tests.. but i neglected my studies as i was busy working.. She is a very sweet girl.. and each time i bump into her, she'll be studying.. so i thought.. hey, maybe i should ask her to be my study buddy.. ya like who doesn't want a pretty looking study buddy.. its like looking at an angel, whenever you look up.. =)

yea so we went out studying a few times.. chatted quite a bit each day.. i really enjoyed her company and felt exceptionally happy when i was with her, and it wasn't long before i realised I've developed a sense of attraction towards her.. afraid that it would affect our friendship, i decided not to make known my feelings for her.. as days went by, i was thinking of "excuses" to meet her when we were done with exams.. and so, one fine day after the exams ended, i decided to ask her out for a movie, though it was a rainy day, i really enjoyed myself.. I'll always remember that day.. we then began meeting up quite often and everything seemed great as time went by.. but it wasn't for long until i received a text message from her.. it was then everything started to change..

i know it wasn't easy to bring herself to send that message, as she didn't want to lose a friend just like that.. Unknowingly, i began to withdraw from her, and the next few days was hell for me.. i buried myself with work, and met up with friends every other time i wasn't working.. i was trying to keep myself busy just to keep my mind of her.. but i can't seem to do so.. i thought maybe things were happening too quickly.. after she got back from a camp she was involved in, we began to exchange messages again.. it happened for quite a long period of time.. but this time i didn't dare to make any move as i thought maybe its not the right time..

Being the popular among guys as she always was, she had no lack of suitors.. in fact she has an army of them.. haha.. one day a rumor about another guy and her just got the best of me (it was circulating around for quite awhile).. i was totally convinced by the fact that i was a fool.. and i decided to take sometime off talking to her.. it was quite a huge step for me as previously i couldn't live a day without talking to her... and so i told myself, i got to get myself out of this sorry state and move on with life.. but somehow, after a week or so, we started talking again.. yes yes i know I'm a wimp.. but u can't blame me.. love is blind.. and i thought maybe it's different this time..

everything seems fine AGAIN, until one night, i made a wrong comment, which i totally regretted................ I felt I've let her down.. it wasn't intentional, but it somehow hurt her.. I'm such a disappointment.. and of all people, it came from me.. I'm sorry.. i really am..

I hope the story will never end.. but maybe i shouldn't be bothering her again.......

heavy GAS-Sing...

2009-07-10T03:09:00.008+08:00

quite a nice day to wake up to.. woke up at 1, washed up and off to school.. for the past few days, I've been checking out custom IEM (In Ear Monitors), and thought of getting on myself.. reason being,

1. looks cool!!
2. able to have my own design on it.
3. a great tool in mixing.
4. and most importantly, trying to match up to the UE11 pros.

As you have seen, the lead singers and music directors in church are using a UE11 that has FOUR proprietary balanced armatures with an integrated three way crossover, (if you don't know what any of that mean.. its OK, =) all you need to know is that....) it cost more than SGD$2000!! (ah yes.. that is Mr Jessel Yam. Assistant Music Director of the largest church in Asia!! =) that thing in his ears cost more than a macbook!! its the UE11 pro!!) And the ironic thing is that they are asking me to give them a good mix with my... UM1 that has only ONE Balanced armature.. which cost... SGD$150.. how to achieve that.... sorry ah.. I'm not so powerful.. i can't do it... and so, the search for the IEM began..

I spent the entire trip to school drafting an email to various manufacturers talking about what I'll use them for, asking for their recommendations and quotations. Managed to get a few reasonable pricing.. Then at school, i couldn't find my classroom, Cuz it was under renovation.. so i called up my classmates, which they didn't turn up for lessons themselves, asking where was the class.. yea and finally i found it.. entered.. and my lecturer handed me the test paper i took the previous week.. and he said "this isn't very impressive.." i was like ohhhhhh.... yea u guessed it... i failed.. but what could you expect from a last minute revision.. oh and did i mention, I've never been to his lecture since it started?? haha.. BUT!! I'm gonna work hard!! I'm gonna get good grades!! YEAH!! okok.. so that was school for me..

then headed home, and continued with THE SEARCH FOR THE IEM!! and in the meanwhile, i thought of some designs, and i consulted my dear friend ANG KOK KAI on what will be some nice designs.. (See below for the stuff he came up with........)

Pretty neat eh.. HAHA!! yea he's a artist wannabe.. HAHA!! Bird, does it sound familar?? haha but they did put a smile on my face =) THANKS!! but i guess I'm gonna go with something simple.. a clear black shell with the DL LOGO on it!! haha.. the logo should look something like that. (right)
Haha how does it look?? please send your suggestions to helpdanieldesignhisiem@justkidding.com =)

haha enough nonsense said for the day, time to sleep and wake up for lessons early in the morning tmr.. Goodnight!! have fun..

PS. Just added pictures to previous posts to make this dull blog more un-dull..

a walk in the park (PART 2: making a little prayer)

2009-07-09T08:19:00.004+08:00

just as my dad left me to be alone.. again, thoughts just gushed in.. studies, friendships, relationships, ministry, work, my future.. nothing seems to be working out well.. i don't have interest in my studies, i was going through lots of ups and down in my friendships and relationships, it was a super huge emotional roller coaster ride from me this entire year... there has to be a stop to this.. i thought why can't i have a smooth going life, are things really moving that quickly in my life?? so i stopped.. and started saying "God i need you.. Where are you?? i need you.."

A week ago, i made a prayer, saying "God i cast all my cares upon you.." and i was hoping everything will work out fine.. but the fact was i didn't cast all my cares to Him!! i was holding onto things, i thought i could do them by my own strength.. man.. i just spoke those words with no conviction and faith in them.. and BAM!! then it finally happen.. that was when i realized i couldn't do this on my own.. i literally broke down.. and cried out to God, asking Him to help me.. and i said though i know its gonna be tough, but I'm gonna let go and let God!! it seems like God was teaching me a lesson.. like he telling me "don't rely on your own strength.. dedicate everything to Me.." and i was reminded of a song i used to sing when i was young.. the lyrics goes,

"I cast all my cares upon you,
I lay all of my burdens,
down at your feet.

And anytime,
I don't know,
what to do,
I will cast all my cares upon you."

(click here to hear song)

oh God.. that was truly the cry of my heart.. guess what.. it's from Psalty The Singing Songbook!!

haha bet you have never heard of him before.. I used to have a Psalty bible, and my parents would play his songs in the car when i was a kid.. little did i know, I'll be singing them again 10-15 years later.. thinking about the song, i thought to myself, you mean kids do have "cares" at their age?? how big could their "cares" be?? haha what were yours when u were 5 or 6?? haha i think mine was collecting the many happy meal toys McDonald's used to have (do they still have it now??).. indeed everything happened for a reason.. i mean, who would have thought this song will be my heartfelt cry at the age of 19??

Coming to think about it, i think i first felt God's love through this song.. =) wooo having this memories coming back, I'm getting excited.. =) i vaguely remember sitting at the dining table, with my Aiwa cassette player (i think that was the exact same one i had), and that was when i felt God for the first time (still trying to recall how old was i then).. oh what beautiful memories.. =) erm.. where was i?? oh yes, God showing me a lesson.. yea.. thinking about the years i spent in church, i recall myself as a mischievous rascal in school and Sunday school.. haha my mom still tells me about it occasionally.. i would have tons of Sunday school teachers complaining about my behavior in classes, (these were all from my mom, i can hardly remember them.. i wonder how much of it is true?? =) i can't be that bad right??) and I'll get a ass whooping when i get home (HAHA!! ;) this i remember).. yea.. God's grace in my life is super evident.. he was always there giving me chances upon chances, opportunities upon opportunities.. God has been there every step i took, though so things i did wasn't what he wanted, but he was always there to pick me up!! God is great!

well i guess this has been a super long post.. and i shall end here always remembering God's goodness and mercy upon my life.. Have a great day!!

a walk in the park (PART 1: a Father's love)

2009-07-09T03:36:00.000+08:00

This is a 2 part series of what took place on the 8th july, 2009.. there wasn't much happenings in earlier part of the day other than, staying up to watch MJ's memorial service, getting up late for school, deciding to sleep in, waking up at 3pm, meeting John Goh for short lunch, hitting the gym, having a quick dinner, reporting for work, trying a different mix during muso prac, packing the stuff, and taking a cab back home with Lynn...

on my way back home, i felt i needed time alone.. so i came home, put down my bag, and off to the park.. i was feeling helpless, it was like i'm facing this battle alone.. with no one to turn to.. who can understand the pain and suffering i'm going through.. its just too much for me to handle.. just when i felt helpless, my dad called.. (we had a quarrel on sunday night, i felt that he was unreasonable and kicked a big fuss over a small matter.. and due to my prideful personality, i didn't want to apologise..) i was surpised by the tone of his voice, he asked "what happend my son?? not coming home?? are you ok?" OH MAN!! and before i could say anything, i got all teary... i was thinking, Daniel don't u dare cry!! Don't be a WIMP!! so i tired to sound like i was alright, and answered. "yup, i'm fine, just taking a walk in the park.." he replied "ok be back early.." so i continued walking, asking myself why did i feel that way.. then decided to find a place to sit and think about what was happening in my life, as my mind was cluttered with so many stuff.. my studies are in a mess, my emotions are in a mess, my spiritual life is in a mess, to sum them up.. my life was in a mess.. i needed a break.. a break from everything.. after sitting there for a good 20mins.. i looked up, and saw my dad walking over, i was like.. oh man...... he came over, gave me a hug, and guess what.. I STARTED CRYING LIKE A BABY!! worst sight ever!! he then brought me over to the sit-up bench and we then sat there (ah YES! i was crying buckets at the exercise corner.. how nice...).. i didn't dare face him as i was guilty of letting him down.. i looked away and cried.. he sat there and all he said was "its all fine".. oh man.. those words made me cried even more.. the love and care i felt then was indecribable.. hmmm... honestly, up till now, i don't even know why was i even crying.. thinking back, for the last 19 years of my existence, my dad has always been the one giving in to me.. and yet i have always taken him for granted.. PS. Daddy, if u ever read this, i love u!! and promise i'll be a good son.. i promise.. ok back to what happened.. after sitting there for the longest time.. i asked my dad to head home first as i needed some time for some "unfinished business"...................

TO BE CONTINUED...

i had a revelation that very night.. Even though we may not have been walking in the ways our Heavenly Father has planned for us, he will always be there for us, and when we fall, he'll pick us up with a big hug saying IT'S ALL FINE!!

the "Thing" that started it all..

2009-07-07T07:04:00.002+08:00

I think i used to have a blog.. i think..... but i forgot what was it and where is it now.. hidden somewhere out in the super duper huge world of the internet.. so here i am trying to start one.. :) yea anyways this was what happened..

It's was 4 in the morning, and i was sitting behind my desktop thinking about my life, how i kept things to myself and private it was.. hmmmm... maybe one should really let it out at times and i should try to be more vocal as some would like me to be.. yeah.. so i guess blogging will be a nice way to do so.. well i hope so.. and so i thought of all the different blogs i used to read.. the ones that impacted me the most were Jeremy's aka J.Teo (Left) and Vanness Wu's (Right. yea the guy who used to be in F4.. HE ROCKS!!) haha.. loads of interesting and cool stuff they have there..

Yup.. so i decided to call my dear friend (Right!! SO CUTE!!!) who is in the hospital resting at 5 in the morning and ask him how to go about starting one.. haha!! sorry man but i just thought of u.. u are always on my mind :) haha!! had a hard time convincing him to show me how to do one.. but he didn't believe that i called him at 5 just to ask him how to start a blog.. so he kept asking whats wrong.. and finally after much probing from him, i decided to reveal what happened.. hmmm... i guess sometimes we should not make unnecessary comments, and it gets worst when u don't know the entire situation..

I'm really sorry for the things i've said.. me of all people should have known better.. I'm such a disappointment.. really sorry.. sigh..

After much thinking and knowing that i'm gonna spent the entire night continue thinking of what had happened, i decided to clear my mind.. i was wanting to watch the documentary done by British journalist Martin Bashir, titled "Living with Michael Jackson" for the past few days, but didn't had much time to do so.. and so i though since i won't be able to sleep, why not.. and so i did.. MJ is indeed a true legend.. He is and will be missed by millions around the world.. I'll still stick to my stand that the media ruined his life!! oh ya I love MJ.. He rocks.. totally.. a true entertainer having to grow up in the prying eyes of the media.. apart from that, i believed he is a nice person.. haha maybe this post could be titled, "my tribute to the King of Pop!!" anyways MJ you are'The' man..

After so much being said.. i hope i'll be able to hit the sack instantly.. last few words for the day.. "I'm really sorry".. and "John get well soon.. soon enough to not having to spent ur 20th birthday all alone in ur isolated ward.." alright thats all for today.. i shall try to get some rest.. Goodnight..